I'm going to post here now... let me explain!
I have been struggling with where I want to blog and write. But now I've ultimately chosen Bear because I'm sick of big corporations, and that WordPress is the "standard" of blogging tools nowadays. I'm so sick of WordPress! I want something smaller, more intimate, more personal. I will stay here. Even though I haven't been very active, that was because I still had my WordPress blog until just recently. Or... It's still up for a while now until I finish things, but yeah, you understand the thing!
I will, however, manually move a few blog posts I want to migrate to this blog from my other blog (trixalore.com). So if it's a little bit of a mess here right now, you know why ;)
I just want to have everything in one place now, and I have been a little bit uneven in how I wanted things. Now I'm pleased to say that I will work on this blog and finally finish it, both by migrating those blog posts I talked about, but also finish the layout and header image.
So! What has been going on in my life, then?
It has been nothing but a disaster, just let me tell you that! Trauma-informed therapy will dissolve and, in best best-case scenario, be "differently organised" after Christmas, or in the worst-case scenario, be totally gone for me. I hate the Swedish politicians, but I'm aware politicians are a*sholes everywhere it seems... It's not just here. We all have one thing in common, though: the least of us will suffer.
So I have been dealing with disappointment and fear since I wasn't even close to "finished" with my therapy, we had not even fully started with EMDR yet! I was in their care FOR 9 MONTHS! Everyone who knows trauma-informed care knows that that's nothing, since trauma and complex PTSD is a slow-paced process and often requires years in therapy to be fully functional members of society.
I will talk about my trauma more later, I guess. But this is it for now.
xx
Trix